Back at it

I decided a few weeks back top join an online dating site. It's not popular and I jsut wanted to check things out and see how it worked. Kind of check my options and see what may lay ahead in my future. I am going into it with an open mind and see what happens.

I have sent a few emails and talked with a few women and men. Overall not a bad experience. I had been chatting with this one woman that is a bit older than me and attractive. We had planned to meet and a nuetral site this past Saturday. We had been talking for about a week prior to our expected day to meet. She called me on Friday night and asked if it would be better if we met at her house. I said, "of course!".

We were going to meet in the afternoon but she asked if I could be there mid-morning or early afternoon. Of course I said I could be. I showed up nervous as hell. We sat on the couch and chatted for a about 15-20 minutes. Next thing I know she swopps in and we are kissing. Like making out kissing. Her hand rubbing my cock through my pants. Tongues dancing each others mouths. Her fingers fumbling with my zipper. before long she springs my hard cock out of my pants and her fist pumping up and down my stiff member. We kiss deeply and she slinks off the couch and gets between my thighs. She gently licked and kissed the tip of my cock. It felt so good. Rubbing my freshly shaved balls as she plunged her mouth down on me. Next thing I know her shirt is coming off and she is slipping my cock between her nice big tits. Pressing her tits together firmly enough to slide up and down. She looks at me with a sexy smile as she leans over and goes down on me again.

I suggest we move this to the bedroom. Within 30 minutes of her door shutting behind me I was naked in bed with this woman. We were getting familiar with each others body. Hands slipping over every inch. Her pumping my cock up and down. My fingers teasing the folds of her pussy. Hands pinching and rolling her nipples between my forefinger and thumb. My mouth teasing her tongue. Kissing down her neck to her firm tits and hard nipples. She rolls me on my back and again begins to pleasure me. I love watching her suck me off. Rolling my balls in her hand as she slips up and down my lenghth. She grabs my cock and traces her nipples with the sticky head of my cock. Wiping precum around her nipples. She sits up and licks it off. She goes back down on me. Sucking and teasing each of my balls into her mouth.

She kissed and licked her way up my body. We kissed and she grabbed my cock and slid down on me. It felt so good to feel her wetness wrap around my cock. Within a few bounces of her on my cock I could already feel my balls and ass getting coated in her juices. I grabbed her hips and guided her up and down slowly. Her hands placed on my chest as she picks up the pace. My hands reach up and play with her tits. She leans over and makes them available for my tasting. She is going faster and faster. Hands on my chest. My hands on her hips. She starts to grind my cock. She starts to cum. I love hearing a woman that is being pleased by me. She starts to fuck my faster and harder. She whispers, "Cum for me!". I don't want to disappoint and before i knew it I was bucking my hips and exploding inside of her. She kept riding me until I went soft.

We cuddled and eventually fell asleep. I woke up a few hours later to her rubbing my cock. I layed on my back as she jerked my cock a little. She rolled over to her side. I rolled on my side. She wiggles her ass on my cock. I grab my cock slide in from behind. I kind of bend her forward and grab her shoulders and plunge in deeper and deeper. Grabbing her ass and fucking her slowly. Before long I am slamming my cock into her. I eventually rolled her over and got her on her all fours. I spread her ass so I could see my cock slip in and out. I went faster and faster pounding my cock in her wet pussy. She was moaning with every thrust of my cock. I grabbed tightly onto her hips and again filled her pussy with my cum. I slowly slipped in and out again till I went soft.

We rolled over and cuddled and kissed for an hour or so. I had to leave for work so we kissed and promised to see each other again. With my work schedule this week i'm not sure when I will but I plan on it again soon.

Grrrrrrrrrrr

Well, I was finally able to log onto this damn thing.

I am tired as hell. I just thought I would drop a line and fill in anybody who still comes by. I am doing well. Me and the soon to be ex had a nice chat a few weeks back and has been cool interacting with her. I am way to fucking nice and am enabling her still. She still has shit in our old place. They may charge me another month of rent. I am turning my keys in tomorrow and saying to hell with her. I don't have $1,000 to throw away. She is already costing me enough money.

I recently joined an online dating site. I think its that way anyway. I have been emailing with 3 women on a regular basis. I am just looking for some company and get out and do things again. All are within 30 minutes from me so that is a good thing. I am not going into this with the mindset of getting laid, I just want a new pal and see what happens. I will keep you updated. Would be nice to blossom into some insanely hot sex. Would be some good reading for you pervs out there. Again, will keep you posted.

Will write more when and if anything worth writing about comes up.

What does that mean?

All is well. I had a heart to heart with the soon to be ex-wife last week and things have been better between us. I'm sure she will still be bugging me for money but I think that goes without saying. For now the fued has settled for a while, which is a great thing.

I am just working and staying busy with a few of the other things that I do in my free time. I am getting a lot of pressure at work to go out and get laid. I am missing sex a lot but not something that I am willing to just jump into for the sake of having sex. I can do a good enough job cleaning my pipes. But I will save all that talk for another entry.

I am online but not without having huge headaches every time I turn my computer on. My computer is about 4 years old and I am using a wireless doo-hicky. It says I am at full speed but won't let me get online or anything. or I am fortuante enough to get online and then it kicks me off. It pisses me off. Hence the reason I haven't written as much as I have wanted to. I almost have the money saved up I need to buy a laptop. I am hoping that will help me out and have more reliabilty when I want to be online. Wish me luck, not to mention I can just sit in my bed and be online. Plus, I can get rid of my old clunky old school desk top.

Anyway, I was talking with some family members this weekend and they all said I was "spunding better". What the hell does that mean? I am not saying that this divorce hasn't put me in the dumps a little but I didn't think I was reflecting that to the outside world and over the phone. Taking a look at myself I can see that I am doing better and comfortbale with what is going on in my life. I am open and have no reservations about who I am and what is going on.

Yeah it sucks. But I have had worse things happen to me than this. I know that I will come out ok and probably be better off than I was. Men I think feel compelled to be with women and share things. Men are needy and saps. We just don't want the ladies to know this.

Anyway, I am off to go chill and get some sleep so I can work tomorrow. Will write again soon.